Monday, May 14, 2007!
HandWritten on; 6:04 PM
bak bak bak to post again...
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hmm todae is nth much de lorr... jus go school then slack slack n slack. at first at basketball court watch the match still not so bad. aft tt somehow distracted n went to another world toking to xinting hahax... then jiu seemed lyk toked v long den we go toilet. come bak then they wan go canteen. jiu go lorr.
eat lerr then sianing period jiu officially start liaoz... we r so random tt we even rite in each others notebook bout thing lyk ge ci n stuff... Zzz. i think i slept. one little moment. hahax too sleepy n partly because too sian lerr.
aft tt arnd 12.30pm liddat. realise my hp got miss call then jiu call bak. below is the scary conversation:
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me: hello? did someone call this no.?
someone: yes im ....*carn hear*
me: pardon?
someone: im mr chua.
me: erm okayy. *shocked*
mrchua: wat is ur name?
me: erm vivian *did i do sth rong?*
mrchua: okayy vivian where r u?
me: canteen *wa still wan come find me. i die lerr*
mrchua: can u do me a favour? help me inform the lower sec students in the canteen tt they r dismissed.
me: orh okayy no problem *phew*
mrchua: thank you bye.
me: bye.
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walao. seriously rite. i kia tio lorr. suddenly call me n dunno where he get the hp no. wows luh. shocked but relieved. then jiu went home with weixiiang. *edison if u still rmb* hahax
yupps i suppose there is nth much lerr baz. tts all for todae.
btw the (---------------) is po bu de yi! cause i carn leave a line!
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my heart pains when i see u whining in pain.
my heart pains when i hear the doc says less than two months
my heart pains when i hold ur ice cold hands
my heart pains when i u ask me not to worry
my heart pains when i see u showing a strong front when u r suffering
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i shld hv spent more time with u
i shld hv treasured u more
i shld hv done more 4 u when u did so much 4 me
i shld hv thanked u 4 everything u did
i shld cared more bout u n not hide in my room the whole day
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i shldnt blame u
i shldnt gv u the disgusting face of mine when u smoke
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I SHLDNT I SHLDNT!!!!! y m i such a fucking granddaughter? i fail my fucking duty as a fucking granddaughter. why the fuck did i not care more, spent more bloody time with u to repay u? great now ur dying n i CARN DO A FUCKING THING! wat a bloody freaking fucking granddaughter i m. im such a failure.