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总因为曾经付出曾被爱伤害过
着世上只有我对爱执拙,
直到我慢慢受你的温柔,
才了解今生注定与你相守.

random... x))) but is really nice. sians lehx this few days i lyk carn concentrate on studying. how to be prepared for myes? haiz is lyk most of the times i m distracted by sth lorr. Zzz.

i m distracted by you.
computer.
television (all because of my mum. rarrs)
my hp
my bed

alot larr -.-
siansiansian

歌曲：一个像夏天一个像秋天
歌手：范玮琪

第一次见面看你不太顺眼
知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天
一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的锻炼
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你
我不会相信朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你
我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意
我的有口无心
我离不开darling
更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
拆穿我留些意怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形像保密

the above song is dedicated to:

ER WEITING: heys girl! dun be sad lerr k? i will be there with u whenever u nid me =)). i shall be a servant of u. haax i m jus a call away ^^

ELIZ: adorable! *puke* LOL jkjk thx for being there when i nid u! love ya so muchies. i look forward to our yan chang hui worz!!! <3

THENG: wa mus rmb okayy. cannot forget us when u hv ____ horz. hahax thx for helping me with maths! and for the comments u left for me x)))

ALL MY DARLINGS: love ya all lots! thx for all to be there for me. * muacks* hehe. FWEN FOREVA. dun forget me horz!!!!

great my dad jus tok to me tt gving birth to girls are of no use. they jus get married n go devoted to their husband. and said tt he could hv gv birth to a boy. ISSIT EVEN MY FAULT TO BE A GURL? walao eh.

i really dun get the bias thinking. y mus gurls hv to be named her husband's surname when they get married? y is the status of guys higher until now in the modern society? i dunno.
to guys: i m not here to make ur my enemies, i hate the bias thinking not ur.

CAUTION: THE FOLLOWING THINGS TT I M GOING TO RITE IS VULGAR N U CAN DEFINITELY CHOOSE TO NOT TO READ IT.

fuck the bias thinking. i dunno y. y carn daughter be lyk sons? y does girls hv to be one step lower than guys? fuck this pathetic fucking world. i actually cried for not being a guy. thinking bak. is not even my fault. it is my father's fault. n now he is fuckingly saying tt i m of no use cause i m a girl. when he is the one making me a girl. so wat if i m a girl? u can fuckingly go n gv birth to a guy hu is a gay. is no better. fuck the pathetic tradition of his. other parents dun even care. lyk eliz she is the onli girl n child n her parents jus dote on her lyk she a the most precious thing in the world. while my dad come n kp me for not being a guy.

watever. i hv given up on my stupid father. he can v nice if he gv up tt fucking bias thinking of his. because of him, my eyes is aching again. kp. he big wat he my father.

yos!

todae. hcl. geog. pe!
hahax slacked the whole 2 periods cause mr lim nvr come. n mr chai jus told us to run a 10 min w/o supervising. nice. then me n theng was lyk aiya slack larr no nid run de is not as if we will fail 2.4 LOL

eng.
spent time on prac-ing the show n tell things. nth much

assembly.
the stomp ppl say they screwed their part. the part which seemed lyk yong quan's solo is supposed to be 'hit' by everyone. jus tt everyone was lost tt part. okayy. but it doesnt seem screwed. so stomp ppl! especially elizabeth tan, dun be sad ! is not tt bad aft all =)))

aft went to find liz. waited for her to finish her project. then we went to tm. n when we were lyk jus bout to step out the main gate. it rained. HEAVILY.
so dao mei =.= in the end liz was 'transparent'. theng n me's (me's .wat a word LOL) pants n jeans were wet. n we were lyk ahhing all the way. -.- dots

we settled at mac n saw lotsa ppl. wows. tm shld lyk create this discount system for ahs pupils. cause tm is lyk so populated with ahs students. okayy lame nvm.

then there is this auntie. she ask us to take care of her fairprice plastic bags while she go toilet. we were lyk okayy..
then liz started toking bout scarly the plastic bag hv bomb. (too imaginative). then we came up with lots of things if the bomb explodes LOL. lameshit. then the auntie came bak n took the plastic bag. we looked at her then burst out with laughter. lmao. so gaoxiao.

then had alot of girls tok. cool yo! theng! u mus xing fu worz! hahax ^^

then jiu went home lerr hahax.
nvr study so guai horz lmao.



i dun wanna noe
失去你有多痛

heex postin again! be proud of me x))) i so 'hardworking'

erm todae. yingxuan!!!! tell me hu is tt!!!!! rarrs i dun keep ur promise de!!
then chen yi qing lesson is ying yong wen... sianz was toking toking then last few mins chiong hahax. but still not bad can can. heex
hmm then jiu mdm hidayah's sci lesson. me n theng v guai u noe. stare at cher n listen. then suddenly dr boon jus open n slammed the door n walk to elizabeth tan (slping) then say wat r u doing?! then she ask bird to go toilet to wash her face n come bak within one min. woa. then she stay in the classroom toking bout crappy thing of time management =.=
then when bird came bak dr boon was lyk good u came bak within one min. WHEN SHE ALREADY TOKED FOR MORE THAN TT -.-
aft she left mdm hidayah was lyk. i warned u lerr dun say i nvr help u. well i gonna get into trouble. anw nvm. my world doesnt revolves arnd her.
WOA. SHE IS SO COOL! love her!
aft tt heard the dragging of chair sound nxt door. then me n theng were lyk. orh! 2k oso tio!
heh...
then when ms kartini n mdm hidayah walk out frm 2k n 2j... they did a high 5. lolx cause they both tio dr boon. lolx i the two chers sia. so lucky got them =)))

aft tt was was nth Zzz

had show n tell prac aft tt. nth much larr jus tt the stomp abit screwed.

went tm with theng l8r on to find her present. =.= weird i noe. went looking n looking then walked into this precious tots. then saw this photo album. then on top got lyk this seem-lyk-lock thing then i went. eh how to open ah? then meddle meddle for dam long. i was freaking out already luh. then pulled it hard. the cover lyk qi lai. THEN I REALISED IT IS NOT LOCKED. =.= dammit i m so dam idiotic LOL.

then went home lorr. yupps nth much too.

maybe i think too much?
shld be.

boos!~ bak =.= i wonder when i will grow up .

hmm rite bout sat baz...

woke up at 11+++? (paiseh ppl i m a lazy pork carn guai me) hahax then freakingly on my fone lyk 12.30? then i was holding my fone when it is vibrating lyk siao. in the end in total *drum roll* i got 14 msgs! hahax all calleralert larr. by yap xitheng LOL. when i sms her she was lyk shit u viv. sorry larr.
then went to tm with theng for lunch. blahs then we went to tanah merah mrt station to wait for zoey n lijing. woa they were 15 min late. =.= n we reached 5 mins early. so waited for 20 mins!!!! woa more then the time of waiting for xiiang. pro manz!!!! *claps* LOL lame crap -.-
ya then reach sch to prac the dance at 2. arnd there larr. our class dam gaoxiao de lorr. yong quan sort of rape mingli. WOA we were lyk okayy... when they fell to the ground -.-
then lyk round 4.45 tt time uncle hassan chased us out of the hall. y? cause our smart monitor clement nvr book the hall. okayy. so pro.
then we zhi hao go home lorr. lamecrap.
为什么我难过时不想你安慰?
为什么你寂寞时不想要我陪?
我们之间发生了什么事?
是不是时候来考虑一下我们之间的感情?
我不知道.我真的不知道...
sun! act is nth luh... ya...
to a person out there: can u dun crap so much? isnt is obvious tt ___ dun lyk u? i mean dun zi ji pian zi ji lerr. u r making ppl's life miserable. lyk mine. the msg isnt even for u luh. i m sorry if it is too harsh. but i carn control myself.
v ji dong nowadays. sorry ppl. gtg go!
i dunno y.i jus carn seem to let myself to be angry with u
one word frm u n my heart jus...
is not bout neglecting or wat.is the attitude tt u gv me when u r angry
u can jus gv me the cold attitude anytime anywhere.
time n time u said sorry.n expect everything to disappear lyk no ones business
can u not make any promises anymore? u dun keep them n wat is the point of making them?
maybe i shldnt say this. maybe u will be angry again aft i posted this. i dunno
i jus wanted a way to fa xie my things. sorry

bakbakbak.

hmmz... todae nth much baz...

first had hcl...
sianz lesson as owaes. butten cher said vugarities lorr... cause we were learning this new word pronounced as fu3 if i m not rong... >.< F-U. LOL. gaoxiao larr him... so cute de. then the whole class luff. cher lyk blur blur dunno wat happen. hahax

then music. sianz larr

recess theng was dam pissed. scolding. ya. theng! cheerups okayy. though u r facing probs tt we dunno n dun hv. rmb! we will owaes be by ur side n supporting u !

then is acc. cher told us this kind of mystery story then keep us in suspense. =.= say until halfway then dun wan say. ask us figure out ourselves. lameshit. *happily waiting for the nxt acc lesson* heex

then the others were nth much larr.

aft went band. mrs chua gave us new song to play. dam nice sia. butten i sit there play awhile then lost then found the place n lost again. this is how pathetic my side reading is -.-

then socks let us try the piccolo. woots~ hahax so cool yo!~ the intru so small. hahax she is trying to decide to hand it over to. meaning hu in the flute section will play piccolo. i bet is ziyun or mingli. haax jiayous worz!!!!

band ended early surprisingly. CAN U BELIEVE IT?! band dismissed at lyk 5.30. wows luh. hahax then i happily went home hehex....

then when i walking to the bus stop outside. saw edison. he was asking me. band so early ah?
i was lyk. yea! *world peace sign* hahax then he replied siao. =.= oi! happy cannot ah!!!! =p=p=p=p=p

yupps hahx tmr going to ada house to prac for show n tell. hahax full dress rehearsal worz hahax. tmr jinni bdae too. HAPPY BDAE!.

你还在我身后陪着我吗?
当我已知道你的存在时,
当我把你放在第一位时,
你还会给我你全部的关怀吗?

yo! m bak!

hmm hv teh wake up dam early todae... cause got the deejay thingy. then is dam screwed up can. i was saying the rong things n kip on xiao chang... =.= lameshit crapshit

me: the nxt dedication song is wo ke yi by... *pause* by hu ar ( actualli onli toking to eugenia n ben butten accidentally spreaded out) *pause* aiya nvm anw the msgs r....

dam paiseh can?! wa lao.. then when ending tt time still giggle until dam long... =.-
aloysious was lyk. eheh my whole class was diaoing u. okayy lorr i rong.

then was the usual boring lessons.

had pac duty todae. the sec dam ap sia. thruout the whole session i dunno i say how many times no camping. then they jus cont lyk i wall liddat. wth larr. then when the cs session stop i ask them stop. they lyk deaf lerr liaoz. i go n off their monitor then they on bak!!!! wth wth wth. i carn stand them liaoz lorr.

then todae seriously dam sianz. no body came to pac. eg. huiwen, qinhui, ruying.ya then in the end onli me n jianle playing cs =.= woa hahax.

went home aft gving the key n lost hp to GO.

saw aloysious at the mrt station. then we went fighting bout me daoing him n he aping me =.=
okayy lorr -.- n i admit i m short larr but u no taller lorr =p=p=p=p=p

再靠近一点点,就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点,我就跟你走
再向前一点点,我就会点头
再冲动一点点,我就不闪躲

haiiz todae is a carn-be-any-sadder day
we got the sliver. dammit. everyone cried... including me. n now the side effect. eyes pain n swelling =.= wth..
bryan toh n weiyang i hate u all!!!!!dun look down on band. quarrel lose lerr then use this kind of way! v guo fen u noe. i almost break down there. do u noe how much it hurts me? UR DUNNO. so dun say.

sorry to hv done tt..
butten i really scared tt i will kp u.
sorry.

this is adapted from eliz! thx gal!

Attention to all guys :D

guys...realize that the girl holding onto u..is PERFECT in her own special way.
The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...

Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away,getting someone else who can love her more.
For all you know,there is someone out there wooing her already,but she is rejecting,a maybe perfect love for her..
There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.

Understand that.
Imagine this, guys.When you are holding her today...
and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her...
and u do the same....
but you see love in her eyes...
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are good looking,have money,buy her things,make her parents happy,or that you have a car.
She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,everything you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you.

love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
if you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

love her for who she is.
don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6billion different personalities.
she's special & she will stay that way.
you change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
don't substitute her for anyone else,they are just unique in their own ways.

love whole-heartedly.
she sacrificed alot for you so you'd better really treasure her.
she could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.
so love her guys, not play with her.

don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or what so ever.
if you're with her, love her.
don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity,that's not respecting love at all.
respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
don't expect perfection from her.
she's the only one in the world &she's done the best she could.

like another girl while you're in arelationship?
then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
don't go around breaking girls'hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.

tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
if you want her to tell youeverything, do the same.
don't go calling other girls "honey"or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the sameway?
be faithful, enough is enough.
socialise only when you're single.
you socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.
get it over when she's already yours,don't ask for more.

it never kills to be romantic.
think, be flexible.
getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
something sweet & simple always get the job done.
money doesn't exist between couples,it's the love.

never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.
love her as if each day is the last.

sweet talks only apply for singles,not for attached guys.
do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
isn't good being too well-known too,it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
remember, INSECURITY.

promise her & make sure you never break it.
swear to her & make sure you keep it.
pledge your love to her & her alone.
loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.that's love.
give her your heart, your life, your everything.

lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.
but stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
never, ever walk out of her life.
she won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
her heart that you've broken,how would you ever know how she feels?

winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
don't leave her once you've won her love.
love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage,love her till old age, love her tilldeath.
if you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.

she chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
win her heart & love her over.
remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends".
stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her,never even think of toying with her.

above r for :
flirts
guys who r jioing girls
guys who r steading
guys who dun take girs seriously

heys bak!
hmm...
to a person out there: if i say i m not affected by this thing is fake de larr... butten its not ur fault k! dun blame urself! hahax u carn control wat she wan n think. so y dun jus think in her way? yupps hahax. she is not rong oso =))) ya... jus get over it yea? hahax i miss the old u.

ya jus liddat. so weird sia. i m asking ppl to cheerup n i m here sad =.= wth. nvm ur shall see. aft i change. ur better dun say anything anymore!

signing off!

我已陶醉在你给的世界里边^^

bak...
theng!!! come bak larr i miss u =((( i v loner in class u noe =(((
btw ms kartini din come todae n the ms crystal came in to relief but is lyk she is transparent de lorr...
then hcl all the craps then jiu pe. soft ball =.=
rarrs cried during recess =( jus carn take all the things.
then eng... mrs neo din come oso n think tt she wont be coming for the nxt one week! haiiz i dunno y i still carn cheer myself up. n anw we will hv 4 free periods tmr.
home econ was fun. butten our dish turn out to be dam disgusting *puke* . butten the raspberry smoothie is v nice n creamy. yumms!
assembly--- story bout tis ex-hair-stylist abel. he v kelian larr =((( but he is v cute lorr. feel v cham for him.
aft school went to pac for dance prac. din prac much though. cause everything is the same old thing then we all noe lerr.
ya. not in the mood to blog. so ya buhs!

i m not the me anymore. i jus carn change bak to the guai and innocent vivian. my fwens were telling me tt i haven change much, im still me. but y do i owaes hear stuffs r saying the opposite? i agree i hv changed butten wat i heard is completely out of point n not true. ppl toking bout me, do ur feel v happi making me look n feel bad? acting cute, aa-ing,flirting all this. I DO TREAT MY KORS SERIOUSLY. is not because i wanna attract attention or wat.dun wu ru me if u dunno the truth. fwens tt take me seriously and at my side owaes, THANKS. two-faced fwens, dun act as if ur my v good fwen and tok behind my bak. jus be my enemy at least is lyk guang ming zheng da. i m sick of hearing my fwen tt i take seriously bakstabbing me n then i hv to hide to things n stay as fwens I M SERIOUSLY SICK OF IT.

i dunno y. everyday is sian to me. wat is happening to me? haiiz

todae had all the sian lessons luh =/ two hcl, two sci ( i m so sian tt even mdm hidayah's lesson is boring).
aft recess still abit better acc =.= butten cher say de stories all v nice x)))
then mr lim. he went for tournament AGAIN. wee!~~~ love him <3333>(hope tt somebody dun kill me >.<) sianz larr butten haii suan ni you liang xin. let us wear long pants. heex =)
then geog lesson. ms kartini din come! hahx makes it three free periods. yays! butten she gave hw =\ bleahz. sian lorr.
then jiu went tm to buy ingredients for home ec tmr. dam funi luh. there tis auntie packing things on the shelf then we tot is a staff there or sth ma. so we ask her where do we find cocoa powder.

us: excuse me auntie, where can we find cocoa powder?
auntie: i dun work here.
us: omg! sorry sorry! *paiseh* *walk away blushing*
auntie: *continue to pack things on the shelf*

it is lyk so diao lorr. nvr walk there pack for wat. hai us misunderstand. x(((
then we buy all the things i think total cost is $27.40. ex eh! all cause the whipped cream n cocoa powder.LOL then when we buying tt time, bird says some of the ingredients she hv then we were lyk:

us: we nid milk
bird: i hv!
us: bring!
us: we nid measuring cup
bird: i hv!
us: bring!

LOL LARR. then we cont until she say too much things to bring. hahax so gaoxiao.aft buying jiu went home lerr lorr.
tmr still got sci test. SIANZ. haiiz wish me luck!

felt happiness surounding me owaes with u arnd,
so lucky to hv meet u.
the love i hv for u r too deep to describe in words
but even so i can jus say I LOVE U <333